What a feeling!

To encounter, to feel giddy, to be infatuated, to be crazy, to be ripped from, to slink back to, to get comfortable, to love, to overtax, to fear, to love, to love, to fear, to love, to lose, to pine for, to wallow in, to despise, to feel foolish over, to dull, to worry, to re-encounter, to wince afresh, to dull, to dull, to reassess, to feel differently, to be surprised, to reassess, to laugh with, to see with new eyes, to feel proud of, to root for, to appreciate, and finally, to love platonically and without complication, without jealousy or need for anything in return, but simply to love, to feel happier for knowing, to feel profoundly appreciative, to feel so clearly and welcome so wholly their impact on you, to feel like a lucky beautiful bastard surrounded by the same.